“Jusangatsu Noen” on the rooftop of LIQUIDROOM in Ebisu
GEZAN Drummer Roscal Ishihara from the 30-hour-drum-marathon (Broadcasted by the tipping system)
You mentioned earlier about the line being drawn, and we are tested on what we will do, can you share what you are trying to do as a creator?
“It’s more fundamental than as a creator, but I think the rationalistic trend to prioritize productivity will accelerate further. Companies, stores, and individuals will try to recover the financial loss caused by the coronavirus, and excessively seek productivity, and cut back on the margin and promote only those that produce money.
While we weren’t able to meet people in person amid coronavirus crisis, I was also interviewed online, while technology moves us forward, the feeling when meeting people, breathing as a living being and the sensation of the skin were all very important to me. So, I felt strongly that I had to create the future around that. There are people who is thinking about creating an online festival using avatars to listen to music, and some are doing it, but I’m not interested in it at all. I’m interested in people who respect humans as animals and as a living being, and how to create an environment where we can find value. Regardless of what I start, that is what I want to cherish; nothing specific yet. That is a gift I received from this coronavirus era. If each one of us could realize the feeling of ‘what I wanted the most’ and put a frame around the vague feeling, I think this time was truly meaningful.”
However, regarding the economy, at the time of the nuclear accident, there was a question whether to shut down the nuclear power plants because of its risk of radioactive contamination, or to prioritize electricity; in short, whether to prioritize human lives or the economy. In coronavirus crisis, economic issues such as poverty are directly linked to life, our well-being. I think that may be the difficult part.
“Yes, it’s difficult. Since music and movies are nonessential and non-urgent. It’s not easy for the world to understand that creation and live performances is my job. At the beginning, we were told to refrain from going to live venues, followed by continuous accusations of nightlife districts being the source of infection. Because of this, another thing I realized during the coronavirus crisis is that, for society and the government, this place was the first in line to be cut off. Now we know, we are in the place to be cut off first.”
And how did you feel about it?
“Never expected better, but I realized that it was just as I thought. So, now that I know, I just don’t have any expectation. ‘Autonomy’ may be the closest word to explain this, but I think it’s just about creating our own society by connecting with people who share the same values and can understand each other. What makes me alive is friends or people who care about me or love me, and that is society for me. Though, there is no need to create a frame around it. Either way, making me aware of ‘what makes me alive’ is one of the things that coronavirus taught me.”
There is an anticipation that the infections will increase in winter, which makes it even harder to come into contact with people. Do you feel any fear about this?
“It will be a long-term battle, so I suspect giving live performances will be hard this year, and we don’t know how it will be next year. So, in terms of fear, I really really feel it. However, as I said earlier, if we hold on to that ‘feel’, then we will not waver. …Yet, I think it’s okay. Everyone should be okay. Although it’s hard to put it into words.”
You depicted the end of the world in your first novel, “Ginga de Ichiban Shizukana Kakumei” , did you feel that this kind of pandemic will happen one day?
“Since I was young, I was obsessed with death, so doomsday and ‘life and death’ are universal themes to me. People often say, ‘Ginga de Ichiban Shizukana Kakumei’ illustrates the current situation, and the contents fit.”
What do you mean by obsessed with death?
“In other words, I’m obsessed with life. I always wonder what it means to exist. Some may say we are alive as long as our hearts are beating, and I agree there is a side to life that can be expressed like that. However, for me, I’m alive only when I truly feel I am existing.’ After all, there are times I feel nothing despite my heart beating. There’s a part of me that is always testing how to make me alive.”
Since you were a small child?
“Since I was young, I felt it would be better to feel alive than getting hurt or injured, so I got into many many fights. Seeing an insect die, I thought ‘Ah, it’s dead’; I think I’ve always had a dreary feeling towards death. Death has always been close to me.”
Lastly, is there something you would like to ask the readers?
“It’s the same story, but I would like to ask, ‘what it means to be alive.’ Not in words prepared by society, but what ‘being alive’ means to yourself. There are many times when some small touch or personal experience can make us alive. For certain people, that can be live concerts, or watching movies, or growing plants. There should be an answer there.”
GEZAN / “Shomei (proof)” (official audio)
In 2009, formed the band “GEZAN” in Osaka. Started his music career as a vocalist, in charge of songwriting. Released his solo album “Chinmoku No Tsugini Utsukushii Hibi” in 2011. Hosts ZINE exhibitions and outdoor music festival “Zenkankakusai.”
In 2019, published his first novel “Ginga de Ichiban Shizukana Kakumei.”
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Interviewed by Joe Yokomizo on 16th July, 2020